want to be a 'villain' "the oracle of the yellow robe paused for a moment and then continued: "you are still a child. There is no need for you to take this extremely evil road. Give me the knife, and...When the ninth table next to

saw this, there was a look of helplessness in his eyes. He waved to the women, and they each dispersed, and when they left, they did not forget to stare back at Shen Qingzhu.

Shen Qingzhu glanced at them and glared back.

". You can't do that. " The ninth table, holding a wine glass, went to Shen Qingzhu and sat down.

"what doesn't work"

"what we do is to lick blood on the tip of the knife to make a living, which requires a high degree of mental tension for a long time. If we can't find a suitable outlet, it's easy to have psychological problems." The ninth table shook his glass and said.

Shen Qingzhu said calmly, "I don't need to vent."

the ninth table shook his head. "No, everyone needs to vent. No one can keep their clockwork tight forever. We need to do something we like to do to relax our spirit. For ordinary people, their way of venting may be taking a vacation, watching movies, sleeping, dating, playing games."

but we are different. Because we have been in a state of high tension for a long time, and no one knows when we are going to die, we are used to the darkness of human nature, so we are generally bloody, killing, looting, torturing. Relatively speaking, relying on women to vent is already a relatively gentle way.

I know you are different from others and will not choose those perverted ways, but I didn't realize that you don't even touch women. It's not like you're supposed to be at your age. "

"what about the night watchman They are also highly stressed. They don't know when they will die. Why don't they need to vent " Shen Qingzhu asked.

"this is different." The ninth table shook his head. "do you know why the night watchman acts as a team"

"because you need teamwork"

"this is only part of the reason, and another reason is that when they are in a high-pressure environment, they have teammates they can rely on to share the pressure and relax themselves by making fun of each other. That's why there are always teases in those good Night's Watch teams. Do you really think they're stupid

in a way, they are the smartest people and the ones who have the deepest feelings for this team.

and what about you You're just one person.

A person is different from a group of people. "

Shen Qingzhu stared at the ninth seat in front of him, as if he understood something.

"what about you What is your way to vent " Shen Qingzhu couldn't help asking.

the ninth table smiled and pointed to the plump beauties who had just left. "Beauty, wine, who doesn't like it" Although I am old, I am also a man, and I still have a lecherous heart.

kill when it's time to kill in cold blood, enjoy it when it's time to enjoy, be chic when it's time to be unrestrained, not needlessly violent, don't take the liberty to disturb. I think this is the best way of life for those of us who walk in the dark. "

Shen Qingzhu looked into the eyes of the ninth table for a long time before slowly saying, "you don't feel like a believer, but rather like."

"like what"

Shen Qingzhu meditated for a moment and uttered four words, "Green Forest Hero."

the ninth table was stunned, and then he laughed. Slowly, his smile gradually disappeared.

"when I was young, what I liked most was the Water margin, where a group of losers who were toyed with by fate gathered together, regardless of secular vision, ignoring the shackles of rules, engaged in the act of robbing houses, but doing good things to protect the people."

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at that time, grownups came to me and told me in detail how a perfect society of equality and justice was ushered in after the birth of evil gods. At that time, I was young, full of blood, but crippled by reality. I felt that this disgusting society needed to be corrected, and [believers] were Liangshan with a mission to save the world.

my lord raving is naturally the Song Jiang in my mind.

when I first joined [believers], I did meet a few like-minded friends, and we regard the name of [believers] as an honor. But slowly, I realized that things were not what I thought they were. "

he stared at the glass in his hand, his voice a little dull.

"I can't understand some orders of adult raving, but perhaps out of trust in adult raving, I did it anyway." But I found that there were more and more such orders, and with the passage of time, the members of [believers] changed several rounds, and the organization became more and more strange to me.

I simply closed my eyes, not to judge what is right and what is wrong, but to kill by virtue of my trust in grownups.

I don't know since when, I can't feel'me 'anymore. "

the ninth table put the glass in his hand to his mouth, raised his head and drank it.

Shen Qingzhu looked at his figure silently, with a touch of sadness in his eyes.

the ninth table doesn't realize it, but Shen Qingzhu certainly knows what's going on.

what perfect society, what Liangshan, is just a means of raving to trick him into [believers], and the so-called "trust in grownups" is also because of the soul contract planted by raving in the depths of each other's soul.

it is not that he is unwilling to face reality, but under the control of a raving soul, he subconsciously refuses to accept reality and offers his loyalty without conditions.

his mind has, in essence, been manipulated.

if there is no [Hui Tianyu] to counteract the soul contract for him, I am afraid he will now, like the ninth table, completely lose himself and work foolishly for the raving.

among the whole believers, there are not a few people who have been deceived like the ninth seat, but with the passage of time, most of them have lost themselves in the dark and become true evil believers.

but Shen Qingzhu was surprised by Shen Qingzhu that even though the soul has been manipulated for so many years, he still sticks to his bottom line subconsciously.

"I can feel that you are different from other people." The ninth table turned to look at Shen Qingzhu, his eyes a little distracted, as if drunk, "in your eyes, there are other [believers] do not have things …"... It was the same when I first joined [believers].

I am old, but you are still young, and your potential is higher than mine, if it is you. Maybe it can really change the current [believers] and lead the whole [believers] to glory, as Lord raving said. "

he patted Shen Qingzhu on the shoulder and raised the corners of his mouth slightly. "I like you."

Shen Qingzhu's eyes met his eyes and silently looked away.

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